Your life will be sad, you will cry into your wine cooler while watching old episodes of Sex in the City with your boyfriend, living as the small spoon every night. You will not be respected due to your engineering job and all of the drama in the workplace from that job, your life will suck. The Prius in your driveway or the sustainable non-GMO, conflict free, gluten free, free range organic dinners you eat every night will not bring you joy.
For fuck sake......buck up and enjoy the journey, your in for a hell of a fun ride. Enjoy it, and never look back, you will see and do things you never thought possible.