With what he said above,
Not going to end well and I would be open to other things other than flying.
My pilot training roommate hooked is 89 and is now an intel officer and loving life.
A student of mine in the Viper FTU hooked out and was so relieved when it happened with how much stress it involved for him. My guess is you will also
a)be able to sleep again at night
b) realize that, although flying is great, it doesn’t define you
c) realize you can still fly, just probably not as an Air Force pilot
d) I’m an Air Force pilot and are already looking forward to airline pastures. Grass is always greener
e)be fine in life; you are humble and admitted your mistakes